stormy weathers ahead

(i just realized that my previous post was also about the weather)

that was literal

it's now figurative

You wait for rain.....

.... but I chase the storm

sometimes... i wish life would just give me a break! i want to be happy!

excuse the uber-emoness/ slit-wrist sadness / FML 'mood'

crazy inaccurate melbourne weather forecasting

Forecast for the rest of Tuesday

Partly cloudy. Scattered showers. Possible hail and thunder. Winds south to southeasterly averaging 20 to 35 km/h.

it's effing sunny and warm and bright! (pic to be uploaded later)

melbourne needs more accurate weather people!

my current obsession

STICKY NOTES ON MY DESKTOP!

*joy*joy*

ok, i'm not literally sticking bits of coloured paper all over my comp desktop. it's a software and according to Rach, it's been around forever. Sorry, Cel isn't exactly the most knowledgeable person when in comes to techie stuff.

but omg, it's my absolute loooove!

see see

i feel..... organised. :D

roller coaster

it has been an absolute roller coaster of emotions and thoughts and change these past months.

i think i'm back to to zero. to the start. to how it was when 2009 kicked off. oh dear.

hmm well, can't say i'm complaining.

actually been rather happy.

well, other than the fact i lost one side of my favouritest pair of earrings!

(P.S pray for its safe return home)

i shall strive to update this blog more often and with more pictures.

(Another P.S key word being 'strive' but as always, i MAY fail. but thank you, if you still check to see if i update! and please comment or something k!!! at least provide some motivation/incentive for me to continue blogging!)

till then

(btw, the peach text is in honour of my missing earring. please find your way home to mama!)

Should THIS be revived?

Been a busy buy girl. TONS of pictures! No time to blog. ok... i lie. i'm just LAZY to blog. but i think i should.... again.... what say YOU?

Just in case you forgot ;)
Very ANCIENT picture.

a happy ending to a what was not a very happy night

OMG! ok.. GG fans, if you have NOT watched the season finale, turn your eyes AWAY NOW! For I am about to reveal the most wonderful last 2 minutes of Episode 25, Season 2!

I love CHARLES BASS!!! CHUCK!

My guy buddies are all going.. whyyy?
I mean, he IS a player, manipulative, devious, cold.... etc.
But.. he is also.. a romantic, devoted, sweet, yummy, sexy, charming, swoon-worthy... OMG!

The words 'I Love You' are thrown around so easily no? But Chuck.. it has taken him a whopping 2 SEASONS!!! to finally tell Blair that he loves her. And it ended so beautifully, him telling her (between) kisses that he loves her. seeing his smile. how happy they are.

I would be happy if GG ended just as it did. *gusshh*

Just an hour before this, I was being emo with Gwennie on the phone, trying to cheer me up. I miss him. Yea. I do. But yea.... I see Chuck and Blair, all the drama and insaaane games they go through and to end up with a 'happy ending' (so far) like they did, I don't mind..

I don't mind waiting.. till i find my Chuck.
I love you too.
*gush*

look at Chuck's smile... melts your heart, doesn't it?

Chair....

Happy :)

blue is all i see. blue. blue.

So far away from where you are
(it's the continents that separate us no?)
These miles have torn us worlds apart
(3 764 miles to be exact, or 6057 kms. yes. i googled it. i do miss you that much)
And I miss you
(if i wouldn't would i be writing this?)
Yeah, I miss you
(you do realise that this all happened simply because i missed you too much?)
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here
(this missing you comes not only when i'm under stars. but also when i'm by the beach, walking home, shopping, with friends, heck, even when i'm writing my essay. i only wish you knew.)

I miss the years that were erased
(i just wish there was more time for us. or if somehow, a promise of a time to come)
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
(actually, i just miss how your smile lights it all up. your goofy smile)
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
(yea. weird eh? your stupid laugh which we all found so funny. your 'way' of talking and sometimes stuttering. your... oddball and at times pervy sense of humor.)
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
(i really wonder if you know. i need you to know that nothing has changed the feelings. please know this.)

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here


how do i manage to make every song a reminder of 'him'?
know that, yes, i miss you.